45. Need
Obsession? A need to
be obsessed about something or someone, be an actor, a game, a book, etc. as a
distraction of life, to forget, just for a moment, our life, our problems,
difficulties or wrongs. It's fresh air after shit and mud. The need/obsession
to be something you never were created to be, aspirations to have the neighborhood's
garden when yours is already looking decent enough. The need to look into the
mirror too often for our self-esteem's well-being.
The need to please
others who have no interest but in themselves, with no glance at your hard
efforts. Too much effort thrown in the nothingness, not enough into your own
desires, your péchés mignons. The need to love, freely. Needs can't be ignored,
especially not the ones coming from the heart, be it for whoever it beats for.
His nib was scratching along the parchment as he was writing
furiously, brows furrowed in concentration. Saulden only paused to dip the pen into
the ink before the screeches would continue. Thoughts flowed to him, swirled
into his head, and he'd spread them all over his papers, trying to make a bit
of sense to this dazzling brainstorm. He was so concentrated on his writing
that he was startled when he caught sight of someone at his side.
"Isabella, you scared me!"
"I'm sorry, darling. What are you writing?"
"I'm writing down some notes for my essay on the Heterosexual
rights."
"Oh. About that, did you watch the Prime Minister's
speech today?"
"Vaguely. His high-pitched voice is hard to ignore,
I'll admit," he said, and Isabella chuckled as she leaned against him.
"He talked once again about how the heterosexuals are
polluting the planet with babies, that it's a sin penanced by death, and
anybody who witness them could get a reward for denouncing them."
"That's why we need to be more careful, honey. If the
Templars were to find us together…" Saulden didn't finish his sentence, it hurt
too much. He looked at Isabella with watering eyes, and she comforted him. She
then urged him to continue writing. He was about to do so when someone knocked
so fiercely on the door he through it'd come crash on the floor.
"Someone must has seen you!" He hushed in alarm,
eyes wide.
"But I was careful, I'm sure!" She was frantic. He
pushed her towards the balcony. "Flee, I'll take care of it. Know that
I'll always love you."
They exchanged a quick but passionate kiss before she
escalated the wall. My heart stays with
you. Talking a deep breath, he answered the door. It was two Templars.
"My apologies, I was on the pot chamber."
"Indeed, it smells like piss and shit in here,"
one of them snorted. He ignored the comment.
'Is there something I can help you with?"
"Yes, you can. We witnessed a woman here in the Men's
District, and witnesses said she was aiming for this area. We'd like to take a
peak in your home, if it doesn't bother you."
"Of course not. Please, come inside."
The Templars looked at each other. "That's what he
said." They barked in laughter, and Saulden followed suit with a fake laugh on
his lips.
They took a look at his small apartment, finding nothing
unusual. It wasn't until one of them saw his essay, with the HR, the Heteosexual
Rights logo, visible on it, that he tried to make a run for it. They'd skin him
alive just for being hetero!
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c'Est hot! ça me rappelle un court-métrage que j'ai vu y'a pas si longtemps où l'homosexualité était la norme pis c'est un gars pis une fille qui se faisaient écoeurer à l'école pcq ils étaient hétéros :p ton histoire est plus hardcore par contre, j'aime ça XD les templiers sont douchebags en criss
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